Hello :D

Waduh waduhh lama sudah saya tidak mengupdate blog saya ini.rinduuuuu.bukan sombong atau apa.saya tidak mempunyai kesempatan.busy la konon tek.hahaha.oh my oh my.tak tahu nak blabling pasal apa kali ni.hmmmmmmm.

So far so good for this year.I've met few person who has made my day :D but always distance is a matter for me. yahhhhh. mestikah jaoh jaohhhh? aishh. suka alu aku gyaaa. Setelah bergelar lepasan SPM ni rasa macam free sangat untuk mengasah bakat ku untuk mencapai cita cita ku yang terulung. fyi, my biggest ambition is to be PERFECT FULL TIME HOUSE WIFE! best sik?haha.but mistake laa Im not so good in cooking matter but will improve it later.hihihi.

March is approching soon. O-M-G! result for spm keluar la babe! gila babeng jak. neberous habisssss aku. aiehh. time spm leka alu jak lepak buang masa shisha pa ndah. bkn ny nak study. tapi apa boleh buat. sudah terlanjur nasi menjadi bubur ayam fav ku. how I miss going back to my old life as a student :( everything is fun for me. I hope my result is not that bad so I can place myslef in a good school so that I will not waste too much of my time on studying. haha

My plan is to pass table test for driving licence at the first attempt so that I do not have to repeat test for few time. wasting time and money. when I have my license I can go anywhere I want to. hahaha. looking for job? not at this moment. I love wake up late in the morning and stay up till late in the night. hihihi.

I dont really love it when people start to hate us for no reason. I know sometime we are too much. do not take it too serious till you put us in your BENCI-SAMPAI-MATI list hahaha *adalah?* but I know the limits. Im sorry if hurt you guys maaf zahir dan batin hahaha kidding but I reallt mean it okay?

Stop acting like a so-not-laku-girl when you fighting for a guy which you dont really know his heart is in your hands or not. better dont get involved with this matter. you holding on something that you dont even know whether its ypur or no and letting go something that almost yours. uselesss because once you get dumped like a rubbish then you'll regret and do not waste your time regreting on your mistake because life is too short to be filled with regretness. enjoy your life as life is only once. live today like tommorow never come *cewahh* hahaha

BTW, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE IT! $$$ lai lo ;p hahaha

I'll stop here because I have no idea to write any longer. will update my blog when Im free. tatatututititoto hahahaha :D

Yahoooo!

Today is the last day Im wearing my school uniform. ohhhh. so sad. should I? hahaha. hmmm.today I prefer to be alone because I wanna take some time to refresh back my memories that I have in the school. OMG! Im gonna miss school A LOT! :'( there is so many things that I've learnt from the school. Memories is a things that money cant buy. my schoolmates especially my classmates, IM GONNA MISS YOU GUYS A LOT AND A LOT AND ALOT!

HUH?

now I know what is going on.no wonder.people say everything happen for a reason and I know why is this happening.It is better if you are telling the truth instead of letting them to figured it out by their-self.maybe this is your game.good job.huhhh.there is no more second chance dude.life must go on!:D

Blogging Time ♥

Its been a long time that I didn't update my blog.yahhh.kinda of busy with my stuffs as a SPM candidates but now I am done with SPM.haha.at last!hmmm.I dont have any idea to talk about.so,I decided to accomplish my task given by BABYDARL.want to know what it is?check it out by yourself ;p

30 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF

1.My full name is Charmaine Garnette.my family called me biewah *kinda weird right?nothing to do with my real name and I dont know where the name come from* some of my friends cant pronouns my name in the right way to pronouns it --' pity me.haha.whateverlah.I dont really mine about that.You all supposed to pronouns my name in this way 'SHA-MEN' but I preferred my name to be written in this way 'chamen'.I have my chinese name too but I cant write chinese :| hahaha.okay.I'll stop here.too much description about the name. HAHAHA

2.This year on 29 Nov officially I am 17 years old.I've for sit SPM and I have done with it.do not ask about how is SPM progress going because I dont have any idea how to answer it.LETS THE RESULT SPEAK FOR ME :D haha.I've celebrate my birthday this year with my closest friends only because SPM is in progress and Im sitting for Mathematics paper on my birthday.Wasnt it great?Luckily I love Maths.haha

3.Actually I have 5 siblings including me.I am the eldest one ut my youngest sister is adopted by my auntie which is my mom's younger sister.My mom give my younger sister to my auntie because she cannot pregnant again after her womb is removed by the doctor and she only have one son.we still see each other like almost everyday.she know the truth btw.she is just 10 years old.the second one is 15 years old.sitting for PMR this year.she is a lil bit weird from me and my lil sister because we does not look alike.It doesnt mean that she is adopted.she has a pair of big brown eyes and her attitude is just so SPONTANEOUSNESS!you know.make people laughhhh because of I dont know whether she is making jokes or her stupidity.haha.the third one is look a lil bit like me.she is 14 years old.have a lot of admirer at school.HAHAHA.love to laugh for nothing.she just laugh like she never laugh.she is also a coward because she afraid of things that she shouldnt be scared of such as cats,dogs and etc.love to sleep.will not give response when you call out her name.just like a statues and that always challenge my patience!haha.the fourth is a boy.he is freaking annoying and I hate it.he love to make people angry.sometime I wanna kick his ass to keep his mouth shut --' he is 12 years old and kinda of playboy!haha.but too MANJAK!cant be tease at all.haha

4.I am kelabit mix with kayan. My dad is kelabit while my mom is kayan. I do not talk in kelabit because I cant speak kelabit.poor me.haha.I do speak kayan but so influent.so,our family communicate with each other with mixed languages such as kayan,bm and bi.

5.FRAGILE mean a lot for me. Its not as fragile as its name okay. fragile is my group to be specific, my best friends ever and ever group. without friend we are nothing. my bff is so so loving,caring and sometime annoying.hahaha.the fragile members is YZ,BA and JM.Faddy is also my bff for sure *faddy looks like Justin Bieber okay* hahaha

6.I live in Taman Tunku,Miri,Sarawak,Malaysia

*I am not really good in describing myself*

7.Im 'kinda' a friendly person.SOMETIME.dependssss!haha.but most of the time yes I do.

8.very talkactiveeeee and I think I cant stop talking maybe especially when it come to gossips and hot news.haha.who want to miss those hot news either right?

9.love to stare at something or someone while Im thinking.I dont know why I do that maybe to find some inspiration*

10.always say out something loud when I think there is something wrong till people in my class labelled me as a mean person.so what?

11.when I am hungry or sleepy my mood is swinging like hurricane just pass by.haha.so,better watch out!

12.really hate books,exercises and notes but I dont know how I can passed for my exammmm.MIRACLES maybe.haha

13.I have a long black hair and I dont know what to do with it.either I coloured it or just make it curl *any suggestion?* but I love my hairrr.hmmmm.I use head and shoulder and knee shampoo.hahaha

14.I do not use any make up,lotion,cream or so what ever.I just wash my face with GERVENNE facial wash only.other than that NO.I only make up when I will attend dinner,whenever I like and when yatie want to touch up me :D

15.I WISH I CAN GET MARRIED WITH A VERY VERY RICH MAN! hahahaha *$$$$*

16.I think I love all the colour but I love PINK the most for sure!

17.I love the way I live nowwwww ♥

18.If I laugh I will slap someone shoulder because I love to do so.It make me feels relief and happy.haha

19.when I am frustated,I will not cry easily but having a nap for a wile and when I wake up I can laughhhhh as loud as I can just like I have no problem at all. for me its great because I dont have to get stressed for unnecessary stuffs.thats why I can break up easily.when we decide to splits, I just say yes then I sleep.hahaha.no heart feeling at all right?DO I CAREEE?

20.I can drive automatics car,manual cars,motorcycle,bicycle and fly an aeroplane?haha.the aeroplane is not yet and will never be because I have a bad sight :( I can ride a motorcycle when I was 12 years old if I am not mistaken.my dad teach me.In form 2 I guess,both of my parents teach me how to drive car.thank youu mom and dad.I've drive all the way to limbangggg :D I will enroll for course in order taking driving licence in this month maybe.I hope I will make it and pass on my first attempt for the table test!I've broke my legs when I am in the kindergarten because Ive involved in an accident.Now,I can walk freely without using any stick :D

21.talking craps,nonsense and make people feels annoyed thats my job but in the same time I can be a good listener and adviser *sometimeee* but I prefer talking rather than listeningggg. hahaha

22.I wear what ever I think suits me and I do not looks like idiot when Im using it ;p

23.I hate it when people critics me at the back.telling the truth is much more better compare to being such a hypocriteeeeeeeeeee person.if you feels unsatisfied,then just confronts me.we discuss it a good way :D

24.Double cheese burger is my favouriteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee burge so do the big apple's donuts.I love to eat when I am stressed and I eat alot.haha

25.do not wear highs because I cant walk with highs.maybe I gonna falls downnnnnnn.haha.prefer wedges than heels.

27.I dont not get angry with people if they do not messed up with my life.live your own life because life is too short to be wasted :)

28.I hate liars.I cant take any bullshit.

29.I hope that my life is just like all the story in the fairytale as it end with happy ending ever after.

30.I am single because I am not married yet but not available because I am not ready to fall in love and hurted by love again.It just to early to think about this thing.Lets just enjoy each moment of your life by giving a shot to achieve your dreams and wishes :D

Thats all I guess.hahaha

Its 29 November

Okay, now I am officially seventeen. Happy birthday to me. hahaha. hope everything is just gonna be fine for me. ngee :D

Early in the morning or late in the night?

Its 1.56 am and Im not sleeping yet because just done doing my revision and some exercises for Mathematics and Additional Mathematics because I was told to do so by someone --' hahaha. thanks for the remembering me. tho I am totally exhausted because of unnecessary activities and wasting my precious time which I can do a lot of useful things instead of hanging out with my friends but I have to do some quick revision right? haha. I am so shocked that I've received a phone call from someone that I did aspect to get. hahaha. Raffy Raffy, too early to wish me birthday la. havent yet. hahaha. its okay at least you remember right? hahaha. today is sunday yesterday is saturday. I know you cant wait to finish all of the papers right but do not fast forward the time because I am still struggling to do my last revision for physics okay! hahaha. thanks btw for the phone call. its been a time that I didnt get an update about you. SPM right? I understand.

Talking about Physics, I am so weak in that subject. I dont know what to do. No interest at all. I dont know anything about physics but I've passed for all the exam in my school. hahaha. such a miracles. I hope Im doing great for Physics. Aminnnn! :D

Few hours to go then I am officially SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD! hahaha. I am sitting for my Mathematics papers on my birthday. Isnt it great? --' my mom say, wish that you will get A for Maths then for your birthday wish. Do I have to do that? I have a lot of wishes to be wish on my birthday such as I wish that I get what I want ALWAYS, I wish that my life is ALWAYS great, I wish that my bestfriends will ALWAYS stick together, I wish that I will get my license as soon as possible, I wish that Im doing great in what ever I do and so many moreeee. hahaha. Greedy isnt it? Do I care? Its nothing to do with you all :p

Talking nonsense early in morning to make my eyes sleepy but still.. my eyes is still fresh --' what should I do then? hahahahaha.thats all for today. Thank you :D

The Final Exam is finally here.

All Form 5 students is sitting for SPM starting from 23 November till 20 December 2010 and I am one of them. hmmmm. I admit that I am so freaking nervous! I do not study at all okay! hahaha. Its okay. When Im done with this matter then I am free enough and no longer label as a SCHOOL STUDENT! I dont know whether I should be happy or the other way! By the way, what ever it is DO WISH ME LUCKS YAH! ^.^

Started to missing school :|

Hmm. eventhough for Form 5 students school are not over yet but its coming to end now. There will never be another second chance to study in the same school, same friends, same teachers, same memories and etc. Im gonna miss a lot of things that I ever done in my school. After Im done with my last paper, EST which is on the 15th December, I am not gonna sit on my white plastic chair, sleep on my table which wrapped with world map, gossiping with my friends, fighting with the boys in my class, learn to speaking in chinese with my chinese friends, rush to the canteen when it is recess time, sit at our besties usual table in the canteen, go to the Koperasi and get some winter melon drink, eat french fries + nasi lemak + chicken wings, laugh loudly when we make jokes until all of the people in the canteen suddenly silent and stare at us, walk together to the class, say goodbye when I reach my class, queue up when it time to go back home, stands in front of the school gate waiting for the car, teased by Zaid which have syndrome down and use my school uniform for sureeeeeee :(

Maybe.

Maybe we are not perfect enough but we should just be yourself because that is the best. Maybe we can't satisfied everyone's feeling but do make the right the choice because you won't regret it. Maybe we can't get everything that we want but just be thankful with what we have because not everybody have what we have. Maybe sometime we make mistake but don't regret it because we learn from mistake.

SPM is coming.

Few days to go for SPM. hmm.